Lauren Russell

Book Review

In three prior collections published by Hanging Loose Press, Joanna Fuhrman demonstrated her flare for surprising word combinations and fresh insights. In Pageant, Fuhrman’s characteristic playfulness adopts a cynical edge. In the poem “Testimony,” the speaker confesses, “More than anything, I wanted to understand how/ it might feel to be inside and outside at the exact/ same moment.” The tension inherent in this position is manifested in many of the poems, as the speaker critiques consumerism, pop culture, language, and love, simultaneously occupying the roles of observer and participant.

In the poem “Plain Sight,” essentially an anaphoric list beginning “I hid the 20th century/ in my Marcel Duchamp lunchbox,” the truth is constantly obscured by various commodities—Tofurky, panty hose, Formica—by clichés, and even by language itself, as when the speaker confesses, “I hid love, hate, happiness and fear/ in the words love, hate, happiness/ and fear.” Later, in the pantoum “Nostalgia,” Fuhrman revisits this concept, invoking “love itself freed from language.”

The idea of love slips in and out of this collection in various unsavory forms. In the blatantly sarcastic “Ode to Television,” the second poem in the book, the speaker beseeches the television:

Love me
like a fog.

Love me
like the inside

of a bat’s
wing—

closed. 


Love here is restricted, either by the disorienting effects of fog or the physical confinement of the inside of a bat’s wing. Later, in “This is What I Meant when I Said My Memories Are Not Exactly True,” love appears as a marketable commodity—“it’s like love she said,/ packaged to sell,” and in the following poem, ‘How to be Happy,” Fuhrman writes“[l]ove, like any other time of day,/ expanded and doubled over.” “Love” here, a mere temporal designation, seems to be crumpling from sudden cardiac arrest.

Fuhrman’s critique of consumerism is most cutting in poems like “The Summer We Were All Seventeen,” in which 1960’s mythology is marketed with twenty-first century technology in lines scattered almost whimsically across the page.


It was 1968 for a whole century.It was 1968
when we made love beneath
the rainbow canopy of candy GI Joes

and gave birth to a Janis Joplin Cabbage patch Doll.

Jimi Hendrix swallowed
The ashes and dove headfirst into the My Little Pony blow-up pool.

I was twenty years old
or I was six years old.I devoured every radio,
eating the wires.

I hooked my veins to the electrical current
and wrote emails to Gilgamesh twenty-four hours a day.

I illegally downloaded Steal This Book.

 

Earlier in the poem, the speaker declares, “The Vietnam War was trapped in the television/ like a moptop Rocky Road ice cream cone.” The connection between war and seemingly innocuous consumer products is reiterated in the poem “Oh Specious Skies, Our Exit Where?,” where Fuhrman writes, “There are guns bopping in glitter tutus./ There are tanks cobbled together/ from deconstructed Barbie Dream Houses.” Corporations, we are reminded, drive wars as much as they drive toy production.

The speaker’s personal identity shifts from poem to poem, with an attitude alternating between condemnation, acceptance, and collusion. In “Stagflation,” the speakers, a collective “we,” allow themselves to be reinvented in response to a rent increase and changing fashions:

When the rent doubled, we drew smiles
around our real smiles, curtsied our way
into the arms of identical semiotics experts

who changed our names to fit the texture
of the times

 

This cooperation is far from the self-righteous indignation of “And yes, I would Like Another Ghost-shaped Truffle!,” where the speaker is flatly disdainful of party guests who talk “about their journeys: their trips in zero gravity/ immersion tanks, their swallowing of microscopic/ biological crystals, their lifelong study into/ the subtleties of aromatherapy.”

The last of the book’s four sections most resonates with me. Here Fuhrman adopts a muted tone without relinquishing her cynicism. The final poem, “For Newlyweds,” is a series of bizarre and sinister statements, arranged in couplets. “Your new life starts by unraveling the light./ Your new life starts you when you bash your/ shadow with a kite.” It harkens back to an instruction in the book’s opening poem, “The New Realism,” “Erase the idea/ of what you thought of as a self.”

Even at her most critical, Fuhrman never slips into shrill didacticism. She avoids it, I think, by admitting a slipperiness of self, as the speaker moves from observer to participant, victim to colluder. Essentially, these poems mourn the loss of personal identity in a culture in which anything can be commodified—war, spirituality, love. Even poetry is not exempt, as it competes with genital piercing and pet ESP for followers in “And Yes, I would Like Another Ghost-Shaped Chocolate Truffle!” and is sold as an abstraction in “The Summer We Were All Seventeen,” where the speaker remarks, “I was nostalgic for the idea of poetry/ more than poetry itself.” Yet these poems are firmly on the side of poetry itself. “Poetry” may be acting in the 21st century pageant, but the poems in this collection refuse to perform.




 

Lauren Russell is the author of the chapbook The Empty-Handed Messenger (Goodbye Better, 2009). Her poems have appeared in Boog City, The Recluse, and Van Gogh’s Ear, among others.

 

John Sibley Williams

Three Loons Perched

Three loons perched 
upon the solid water.
The strange silence of turtles,
their drifting branches,
twilight.
What nerve it takes
to draw myself 
comparison
just because at times
we are all hideous
but somehow radiant,
always
with
or without
light.
Oh how I love you
because
and
despite.










I tend to leave splinters embedded in my skin

I tend to leave splinters embedded in my skin,
allow them swell red with meaning
then dry out and flatten back into me
until they are as much me
as the secrets I only share
with grasshoppers.




John Sibley Williams is a poet and book publicist residing in Portland, OR. He serves as Acquisitions Manager of Ooligan Press and publicist for Three Muses Press. His poetry was nominated for the 2009 Pushcart Prize, and his debut chapbook, A Pure River, was just released. Some of his over 100 previous or upcoming publications include: The Evansville Review, Ellipsis, and Flint Hills Review.

 

Kate Lutzner

I am not good at wanting

Now you are farther and farther away, the distance 
turning you into a clover in a bed of clovers.
I am headed out of town again, to escape
the feelings you’re sending me. Once, I dated someone 
who shot up. And then there’s you, beautiful on the white
bedspread. I’m going to try and reach you from far
away, to call you through the stars. The heart, that loose
instrument floating in my chest. One doctor
could not find it. He rooted around for some time 
on my back. Then he found a heartbeat in my wrist, 
the one I offer to you in marriage or in whatever else 
eternity has in store for us. I can understand 
your not wanting to talk to me. Bells ring across the city 
at the same time, but nothing gets said.




On being an object

I’m trying to get to you through someone you loved. 
Everything’s transparent, even the way you touch me 
in the dark to signify a small series of losses.
It’s easy to part when you’re not in the habit of letting yourself 
love. Or is it letting yourself be an object of love.
I have a figurine on my bookshelf at work that signifies 
something important. I’m pretty sure I’ve suffered 
trauma, but that’s beyond the point. If I’m being controlled 
by anything now, it’s love. That word keeps coming up. 
I’ve failed to make clear the limitations of going to bed early.
Tell me what that means. I’m locked in battle with the refrigerator.
All my eggs are getting old. There’s a point at which innuendo 
becomes deliberate. The poet reading next week was supposed 
to visit me. We were going to write a series of sonnets 
based on monogamy. Irony can be combative. Again, the thief 
comes to me in the night. Another point that needs deciphering.
I forgot to tell you it’s late into August. The heat stifles 
like anything that does that. Deep down, this is a cry for help.




Different wreckage

When you are between lovers, one a smoke signal in a dark room, the other flush against your bed, a bright light circling you, you barely notice the shrill of crickets demanding your attention out the window, the small dog you would typically stop to pet a small compass leaning towards you. I would say confusion, but it is more than that. Learning to unlove someone is easier when the garden is filled with blooms, however brief. Once, on an airplane that was stalled for lack of fuel, the man seated next to me had me call his wife. I was pretending to be his lover. I have never known what it feels like to be alone. The sky, all those trees today and birds, signifiers of beauty. This poem makes me feel bad about myself. This morning, the top to my honey came off and it got all over the counter. Symbols are everywhere and nowhere. I have been a visitor in this room too long. When it snows in the south, the wreckage is different. Blood on snow gets a lot of attention. Nostalgia calls on an embrace I had years ago, in a hotel neither of us could afford. Hold me in your arms and see if I do not grow a heart.




A former poetry editor for Stirring: A Literary Collection, Kate Lutzner's poetry and stories have appeared in such journals as Antioch Review, In Posse, Mudlark, Poetry Magazine, The Perihelion, Mississippi Review, The Brooklyn Rail, Mr. Beller's Neighborhood and Rattle. She has potery forthcoming in The Potomac Review and was awarded the Robert Frost Poetry Prize by Kenyon College, where she graduated Magna Cum Laude. Kate is recipient of the 2010 Jerome Lowell Dejur Award. She also holds a J.D. from the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill and is a second year student in the MFA program for poetry at City College. She lives in Brooklyn.
 



JoAnne Growney

Draw a Stubborn Life

Make paperwork and bureaucrats 
won’t bother you.  Disguise rebellion 
as obedience—don’t you know, it’s easy
to be invisible unless you wear 
leg irons or a purple robe.  

Secrets are strong, impossible 
to fight—even all-seeing mothers can’t 
fathom our deepest thoughts.  As hours 
flow together, select the thought
to cherish.  Go on alone.

When you meet strangers, disarm them
by mumbling some of the words.  The third beer
at last is choice.  The first one answers thirst, 
the next subdues the craving, and then 
beyond your appetite are the possibilities.





I Don’t Know How to Give a Party

Some people know how to give a dinner party.

They grow vegetables in fertile gardens—
weed them tenderly, water them faithfully, 
speak to them with respect, harvest them 
with reverent attention, and prepare them
for the table with humble gratitude.

They pull peaches gently from their tree
at the peak of their fragrance,
and serve them in ceramic bowls.

They pour wine and toast at the right moment,
spreading delight with tinkling glasses.
At the head of a table, they welcome a circle of friends.

*     *     *

I can’t give a party.
I have no guests— 
for when I call myself together,   
the parts resist.




I know ten girls

who don’t obey 
who jump and spit
and chase giraffes
who stomp and glow
and throw away
the fancy stuff
that catches wind
and threatens rain
the fiery red
of ragged pain
 
I know ten girls

champagne and tough
all set to blow
the ceilings off
past stew and mew
invite the zoo 
restore the clown
before remorse
dress down argue
for disarray
I love that too
 
I know ten girls




Writing a Poem

On one of those shimmering autumn afternoons edged with sadness because it may be the last, I climb leaf-powdered lanes of the development where the ski resort failed.  Nearing the Victorian house overlooking it all, I gaze upstream at the river, then enter the kitchen as if it is mine.  Crossing to windows facing the valley, I can feel the gaze of a neat and smiling woman in medium heels and a powder-blue shirtwaist with French cuffs whose hands clench words that belong to me.

The narrow oak floor-boards of the old kitchen barrel high in the center and slope toward the appliances.  The clock’s ticking accelerates as I founder.  With my pen I pry open her clenched fists.

 

 


After a first career in mathematics, JoAnne Growney returned to poetry.  Her latest collection, Red Has No Reason, is available (2010) from Plain View Press.   Growney promotes math-poetry connections via a blog at poetrywithmathematics.blogspot.com. She teaches an ongoing poetry workshop at a neighborhood mental health drop-in center. 

 

 

 

 

Jim Fowler

Softball Game

The drive home 
seems longer when we lose, 
and I don’t know which is worse, 
losing by ten runs, or one like tonight.
After an hour, 
I still drag in the deep breaths 
of exhaustion.
Lights of a semi appear behind me,
billow across the midnight sky, 
dash down my mirror, 
and flash past me. 
Why hurry?
I won’t be able to sleep anyway.
The game threads through my mind;
each play shows me,
there isn’t a thing I could change.
I turn on the radio,
and the Red Sox are losing too. 
In silence I pass the sign for a rest stop,
lift my foot, shrug 
and creep back up to speed.
My wife waits.
She always asks why I drive so far
to play a game. 
Love is trying to explain,
but she doesn’t understand.
On nights like this,
I’m not sure I do either.





Outgoing Tide

The pilot zigs and zags his water taxi
around the multitudes of freighters moored
in Hong Kong. Cranes scrape the clouds 
as they load or unload goods. Some ships 
ride high, some low. My helmsman weaves
through this web of lines and chains, evades
harbor craft pushing or pulling barges.
But he ignores the face-down body
when it bobs past. Perhaps it’s focus
on task at hand. Perhaps to him it’s normal.
The splayed position of its arms and legs
causes the corpse’s dark suit to billow
as the tide drags through the mesh of commerce.
When the body tops our wake, the setting sun
sparks off its unveiled face, the lips frozen in a smile.
The left hand gestures, goodbye, goodbye.




Morning Rounds: Operation Southern Watch
(USS Independence (CV-62))
(red skies in the morning…)

When I step out of the door onto the 08 level catwalk
I see the setting moon has washed everything to tan,
the desert, the sea, the radar antennas rotating aloft.

I only know the shirt colors of the flight deck crews
by their tasks. The red shirts pull the missile carts,
the purple gang drags the lines with the jet fuel.

Smoke rises from the oil rig fires. Like a string
of stripteasers, the flames dance on the horizon,
reddening the skies. …sailors take warning.

When the blue shirts on their tow trucks, follow
the whistles of the yellow shirts and pull the birds
into line, I complete my rounds and go below.

In the chief’s chow line, I feel the jolt of the first
launch of the day. War begins again. I still smell
the perfume of the strippers as I sit down to breakfast.





Retired Navy, I used my GI bill to get a masters in Environmental Science from Antioch New England. I edited the poetry anthology Heartbeat of New England (Tiger Moon Publication, 2000). Over 200 hundred of my poems have been published and I have signed a contract for a novel with Cyberwizard Productions.

 

 

 

William Doreski

Dinner with the Scholar from Zimbabwe

Sleek in tall black party dress
you arrive to drag me to dinner
with the scholar from Zimbabwe.
I don’t want to go. Unread books
sigh about me. A pint of whiskey
simpers in my lower desk drawer.
Haven’t we been friends long enough
to cancel our mutual presence?
Can’t I ignore your sinuous pose
and pretend your gaze doesn’t pierce
soft tissue as easily as snow
impaling an innocent landscape?

The scholar from Zimbabwe surely
won’t notice my absence,  not
with you to catch his attention.
I want to pour a mug of booze
to burnish my inner organs
to the highest possible shine.
Then I’ll read the newest theories
and attempt to align the world
I know with the one depicted
in abstractions tough as bedrock.
How can the Zimbabwe scholar
amuse or enlighten me more
than the eloquence of bourbon
or the wrought syntax of essays
translated from German or French?

Please don’t crowd me. The whisper
of the south wind in your hair,
the rattle of your faux-pearl necklace,
the rustle of your skeleton
concealed beneath serious flesh
conspire to embarrass me in ways
you know I can’t survive. Alright,
I’ll forfeit myself and follow you
to a four-star dinner with wine
and guest speaker, and later fade
into the dark while you flatter,
with your vibrant conversation,
everyone in the room but me.




Trashing the Museum

After wasting a whole calm night
dreaming of thugs invading
and burning a famous museum
I rise into pre-dawn dark
yawning and stretching like Hades
fresh from gloom. How can I solve
my losses? The family murder,
the forced sale of my mother’s house,
my beautiful cousin deleted
by cancer, my youngest uncle’s heart
defeated by climbing a mountain
in Georgia. The stars prickle
like my whiskers. The moon has set
in a puddle of yellow slime.

Why should the chill spring cosmos
seem so personal? That dream
included me in a leading role.
I may even have started the fire
Everyone I love and trust
assisted in ripping van Goghs
and Rembrandts, Homers and El Grecos
from the walls, smashing the frames
and heaping the mess in a hall
of tapestries. A single match
consigned the whole history of art
to ashes. But even the marble
burned, and the whole edifice fell
on our ugly screaming carcasses.

Why should I dream such a crime
when the stars seem intimate
and early peepers rhyme in chorus?
As I fully awaken I smell
the smoke and soot on my hands
and hope that’s from my woodstove
rather than another dimension
where the moon never sets but dangles
like a hanged and guilty man.




Thursday Night Out

On Main Street the drunks rehearse
clumsy old ballets one step
at a time. Rite of Spring, Swan Lake—
the dancers smirk and waddle
past the bagel shop, pawnbroker,
the insurance agent’s storefront.
Bleeding light onto rainy sidewalks,
none of these establishments lack
good intentions, only customers.
I weave among the Thursday drunks
and consider how daintily towns
like this cling to the surface

of the planet. Easy enough
to scrape them off, easier
than scraping mussels off old pilings
or wallpaper off horsehair plaster.
I enter a café and greet
friends who’ve ranged themselves like gulls

on a beach. Spring has sprung us
from our slovenly winter habits.
We’ve agreed to get out more
and stretch our creaking torsos.
We’ve agreed to eat more seafood
and vegetables, to drink less whiskey

and more wine. No more Stravinsky
or Tchaikovsky, more John Adams
and George Crumb. Shut off the TV,
read more novels about women
overcoming sexist religions
in nations half-flattened by war.

We agree that superstition
has corrupted even the mildest
of faiths, confusing even the drunks
tumbling against the plate glass windows
and shouting in primary colors.
We order expensive dinners




and stare at each other’s plates.
We weigh each other against our food,
weigh ourselves against each other,
and as the wine settles deep in us
agree that the pale spring dusk
looks vanilla enough to eat.





Sometimes the Sky Falls in Chunks
On Beacon Street the auction
of a bankrupt lawyer’s worldly goods
proceeds with cheers and laughter.
You’re sorry to see him grieving
over his rolltop desk, his antique
pistol collection, his stereo
and wide-screen plasma TV.
His condominium with view

of the Charles River and Storrow Drive
may fetch a million. A painting
by David Hockey will earn
at least another million, maybe
two. So don’t feel too sorry—
at least he’ll cover his debts.
You want everyone fully at ease
in this lumpy and arrogant world,

but sometimes our skins bag on us
like sorry old leisure suits,
and sometimes the sky falls in chunks.
I agree that no one should gloat
over misfortune regardless
of how drearily it’s deserved.
The crowd cheers as the auctioneer
offers a leather set of law books.

You purse your little face like
a sea creature closing itself
against predators. A river mist
is rising as the day declines,
and the old brick townhouses gaze
backward into their history,
the dark air filling their rooms
too thick for most of us to breathe.





Easter at Camp Stayaway

The whitewashed old barracks sigh
as the west wind surfs overhead.
No campers until June, but now
is the time to paint and scrub, flush
antifreeze from the toilets and tune
the hot water heaters to set
the pipes singing. I lived alone
all winter in Caretaker Cottage
and probably got a little odd.

Now Christ has risen against
my advice, the Easter Bunny
has doled toxic goods to children,
and the sun has bared a winsome smile
almost as comforting as sin.
Today I’ll begin splitting wood
for evening fires on the fieldstone hearths
where the kids will sing the corny songs
generations have rendered sacred.

Every year a child drowns because
the bottomless lake falls in love.
Every year a child falls from a tree
and breaks serious bones because
the tree resents the trespass.
The wind shucks along in colors
too primal for the eye to catch.
Hymns drift from the village five
miles away, their implications
unsupported by the evidence
of frost-cracked pegmatite, or morels
testifying under dead maples. 

Browsing the grounds for firewood, 
I discover unearthly remains 
of the hunter I heard banging
on a barracks door last November.
Probably froze, his rifle a stick
of rust. I rake him into the trash
and toss the rifle into the pond.
No point in reporting this loss
to the local constable, who drinks
every penny of his meager pay.


 
The April sun leers like a hole
someone shot in the universe.
Here the dead hardly ever rise,
even the drowned children sinking
so deeply divers never find them.
The barracks gleam and stretch and sigh.
The piles of firewood I’ve gathered
look funereal yet cheerful,
the old camp songs already rehearsed
and the tomb-like fireplaces plotting.



William Doreski teaches at Keene State College in New Hampshire. His most recent collection of poetry is Waiting for the Angel (2009). He has published three critical studies, including Robert Lowell’s Shifting Colors. His essays, poetry, and reviews have appeared in many journals, including Massachusetts Review, Notre Dame Review, The Alembic, New England Quarterly, Harvard Review, Modern Philology, Antioch Review, Natural Bridge.  

 

 

 

Maureen Daniels

The Office

This is the office of intimacy,
the den of my resignation.

Here we go again,
talking the labored tongue of love.

You are sitting in your straight back chair,
the leather paled by the movements your body makes

and I am here on the floor,
the rug rough against my knees as I kneel beside you.

How many times have we sat like this,
still as the dust on the oak desk

hiding in the corner beneath piles of papers,
the length of the sofa swaying toward us like a swallowing wave?

Your hand is in my hair, my face pressed into the taut,
black satin of your skirt and soon

I am going to have to stop myself from crying.
We are drifting together through this unknown ocean of sadness.

I have to steady myself.
My wrist locks into the loop of your arm.

Time passes so quickly now.
Outside, the sky darkens

and the stars bare themselves like bloodless teeth.
I have this idea that you are happier alone.

You won't want me to say this,
but haven't you swept the dark air,

cleared the slate of my memory?
All night I fear the patter of your heart

against the back of my hand will cease
and there will be no one left for me to love.




Maureen Daniels was raised in suburban California and fled to New York City as soon as she was old enough to buy her own cigarettes. She attended Hunter College where she studied English and Theatre with heavily medicated professors and graduated to become an aging lesbian hipster on the Upper West Side where she lives with her two teenage offspring and a Dalmatian named Pink. Her work has appeared in Modern Words, Paramour, Eidos, Nibble and other publications that you should go out and buy this instant.


 

Resa Alboher

Breakfast

Outside the French doors of our
kitchen men on scaffolding replace
the grey we lived with for
years with brilliant yellow

paint.  The last time they
painted our building I was pregnant with 
your father.  All I could eat was
salted fish

my Babushka says
as she stirs the kasha and I
beat the eggs, my husband asleep 
in the other room—up
all night drinking with friends—

no surprises there.  If
my father were here
he’d be drinking with 
them, real man that he

was.  Babushka lights
candles at the church across
the street with the hope that
my husband will change his 
life, and I cook the eggs
his favorite way in any

case…  The other day after
church Babushka lost the way
home and later told me
how nothing had seemed particularly

familiar.  I add garlic to
the eggs and start to fry
them.  Between cigarette drags, 
one of the painters hums
a melody I haven’t heard
for years.  When I was 

small did my father sing
this?  I would ask
Babushka, but could she 

remember?  Through smoke clouds, the man looks
in and smiles as I 
cook the eggs.  He continues
singing then just breathes
in as if he could
catch the scent of
garlic wafting through the windowglass.

 

 

A Book for Bayir


Go to the shore of Lake Baikal.
Put your feet in its icy water to add ten years to your life.
Take those years and go on a journey.
Keep a notebook as you go.
After ten years throw the notebook away.
Write a poem.  
Then another. 
Throw them away. 
Return to Baikal.
Fell a tree. 
Hollow it out to make a boat.
Know that Baikal is the deepest lake on Earth.
Forget that depth as you row across.
Take your boat ashore and stand it upright then push it in the sand.
In a thousand years it will grow new leaves.
Plunge into the lake’s frigid depth to add a thousand years to your life. 
Behold those leaves for yourself.
Chop the tree down.
Make paper.
Write a book.
This time, don’t throw the book away.
This time, bring it to Bayir. 
He, an infinitely patient monk, 
will still be waiting a thousand years from now
as he feeds the ram 
who usually sleeps in the tall steppe grass 
outside the datsan gate.




Resa Alboher, an editor of St. Petersburg Review, is working on a collection of poetry and a novel.  Her poems have appeared in The Edison Review and The Breath of Parted Lips: Voices from The Frost Place, Volume 2.
 

Introduction

Scapegoat is back with a wonderful issue for the Fall/Winter of 2010. It’s that time of year when many of us turn inward to write— perhaps more than we have during the summer months when warm weather activities are tempting.

We have an eclectic group of poets contributing to this issue—two professors, a lawyer/MFA student, a poet/fantasy fiction author, a poet living in Moscow, another MFA student, and a book publicist. The result is an interesting and challenging body of poems that I hope you will enjoy as much as we at Scapegoat have enjoyed them. 

As the cool weather touches down it is also a time for reflection and I can think of no poem better suited to start off the Review with than the great Stanley Kunitz’s “Touch Me”. Enjoy the issue, pass it around and let us know your thinking.

Best, June

 

Touch Me

Summer is late, my heart.
Words plucked out of the air
some forty years ago
when I was wild with love
and torn almost in two
scatter like leaves this night
of whistling wind and rain.
It is my heart that's late,
it is my song that's flown.
Outdoors all afternoon
under a gunmetal sky
staking my garden down,
I kneeled to the crickets trilling
underfoot as if about
to burst from their crusty shells;
and like a child again
marveled to hear so clear
and brave a music pour
from such a small machine.
What makes the engine go?
Desire, desire, desire.
The longing for the dance
stirs in the buried life.
One season only,
and it's done.
So let the battered old willow
thrash against the windowpanes
and the house timbers creak.
Darling, do you remember
the man you married? Touch me,
remind me who I am.

Stanley Kunitz


Scapegoat Review Fall 2010